Well, it's time for the annual New Year's Resolution! Have you made yours yet? Well, here's mine, if a little late..
Made it simple this year.
1. Lose Weight
2. Do better in school
3. Renew friendships
4. Family ties
To make things more realistic, no more fucking around with resolutions. This time it's gonna work. And here's the game plan:
1. Halve (at least) amount of time spent playing. (I know it's impossible for me to stop playing:P)
2. Gym at least 4 times a week
3. Walk back and up stairs on way home. (so far so good)
4. Eat regularly, but no snacks!
5. Sleep more - according to some friends, lack of sleep = fat
6. Listen in class and PARTICIPATE (i don't know how, but i'll have to do this by hook or by crook)
7. Start chatting with those I haven't done so in years/months whatevernot.
8. Stay home more!
Right, so there's the goal, and the game plan in sight. Started on some, planned out the schedule for others. We'll see how this goes in a month or so!
Resolutions aside, just found something I don't like in myself today (yesterday now).
What happens when someone you dislike a lot turns out to be a good friend of your good friend. What would you do?
Sigh. I don't know myself. But I was kinda surprised at the mixture of emotions I felt - that I can't even fathom what I was feeling actually. Jealousy? Anger? Or just a sense of protectiveness that made me wanna thwap my friend on the head for befriending that person?
But, then again, I can't make the decisions on who my friend likes or dislikes. Selfish eh.. -.- But I can't control how I feel - only the actions I take. Ah wells.. take things as they come i suppose.
Read George's blog for the first time last night as well. Bugger. He even dare hide his blog from me for so long! Hmph :) If you're reading this, George, you better acknowledge me for the joke you stole from my blog and post on your own. Don't just say steal from A FRIEND! Didn't NUS teach you to ACKNOWLEDGE YOUR SOURCES!?! Haha.. Oh yah! And how dare you call me the person sitting on the right lol, I have a name okay! =P
Went to visit 二姑姑 with whole family today. Yesterday was her amputation. Well, she seemed quite okay, cheerful even, but perhaps that was just a front. Sigh. Felt terrible when I looked at her leg stump (or how do you call that?), couldn't help feeling a shiver run down my spine. Well, turns out that all the rest of the extended family choose today to visit her as well, turned into an impromptu family gathering - cheer indeed. Hope that let her feel better =)
Aight... enough rubbish spouting. Feels weird - how I feel more and more distanced from anything, or everything. Argh. Back to studying.
